Tuesday, April 05, 2005


feel so bad today.. pangseh rachel they all for k box n went to pei bernard go out.. oppz.. sorry guys, didnt mean to.. i didnt tell bernard that i actually pangseh my frenz n pei him go out, coz if he knoe, he will feel damn bad abt it.. coz actually he last min sms me n ask me out de.. then i was thinking between going k box or go out with bernard.. eventually i chosen the 2nd option.. yup.. the blur king.. ask me to meet him @ 4pm @ city hall mrt.. in the end when i called him @ 4pm, he was still in sch.. he studied until he forgot wat time was it le.. then i walk myself to raffles city to shop since i have nth else better to do while waiting for him.. yup.. no $$ cannot anyhow shop also.. somemore raffles city too classy for me le.. cant seems to find much things for me to shop.. i shop shop for abt 45 mins le then he reach.. i was like giving him this face -.-"' loh.. then he juz keep apologizing to me.. this time round i forgive him, since is becoz he study until forget timing.. everytime make me wait for him.. haiz..
he wear until veri 'sui bian'.. t shirt, 3/4 pants n slipper.. haha i knoe he will roughly be wearing that.. so i didnt bother to wear nice also.. also the same outlook as him.. keke.. initially he didnt wan to watch movie.. but in the end we walk from city link to suntec.. then all the way to cinema there.. haha funny.. ended up, we still got to catch a movie.. that day we watched 'be cool'.. wah.. was so boring in the beginning.. almost wanna doze off man.. only until at the ending part then become more exciting.. well.. nth much i wanna describe abt this movie.. haha coz i wont categorise that under my fav movie anyway.. keke.. yup.. after movie we went to eat.. haha as usual.. dunno wat to eat again.. he wanna eat kfc.. then i prefer eating mac then.. in the end he give in to me, so we went mac to have our dinner loh.. eat finish le then we slowly take our time to walk back to the mrt.. then on the way back.. i stop by the puzzle shop n wanna take a pic of the pooh puzzle.. then who knoe he bum into his sp band frenz.. then the frenz were like.. whoo whoo loh.. he also nv deny anything.. then he say is ok la, no need to explain so much to them.. anyway it's true wat.. this sentence strike my mind immediately.. wat exactly is the thing that is true..? the fact that we r going out together or..??? dunno la.. coz to me, we r still frenz loh.. he nv ask me to be his gf yet.. so i dun think we r regard as a couple either.. it's a bit 'mo ming qi miao' if we r considered together already loh.. coz he nv say anything.. juz that the way we talk n address each other seems like a couple loh.. haiz.. feel like confronting him n ask him properly.. but i juz cant have the courage to do so.. wat m i supposed to do then? -.-

10:59 pm by *- icepiano