Monday, February 28, 2005



Act cute.. I like this pic.. but every1 say I too act cute liao.. =x 

11:45 pm by *- icepiano

Me, myself n I.. haha.. = 

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Pinky ladies..  

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Cheeze!!!  

11:40 pm by *- icepiano

Beiyi trying to kiss me.. OH... hahaha.. =p 

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Boring la.. When r the guys going to come out from arcade? =x 

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Hee.. ones....  

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Low angle shot.. 

11:31 pm by *- icepiano

Sunday, February 27, 2005


today was another tiring day.. haha.. but fun la.. coz today as usual got band prac.. can meet that bunch of happy-go-lucky band frenz.. as usual today i went to gavin's house for music theory lesson.. today was test.. didnt really study much though coz really no time.. then heng i still can pass n get 1 merit n 1 distinction for 2 pp.. hmm. got many careless mistakes la.. hopefully in future wont be so careless anymore.. =x yeah.. after that went for band prac.. sian.. when i reach there, not many ppl were there.. today's prac is gonna be a veri boring 1.. mr tan is conducting.. as usual.. he chose 3 pieces for us to sight read today, coz mr yusri nv conduct today mah.. namely oregon, orient express n spartallys.. the spartallys was damn boring.. keep changing timing.. then veri sian loh.. cannot catch up the tempo n everything coz mr tan himself also blur when he was conducting.. but still we finished playing that song.. oregon n orient express were nice.. orient express veri challenging.. yet has veri nice melody.. oregon is compose by jacob de haan.. obviously is a nice song.. haha got veri nice melody also.. yeah.. n today prac end early coz mr tan say he veri tired.. haha.. too shag to conduct.. after prac, i was in the band room waiting for beiyi they all to sort out the scores.. wait until 6 plus then they finish.. wait until i wanna slp sia.. anyway we ate duck rice.. we ordered 1 duck n share among the 6 of us.. the duck was so fattening sia.. all of them dun dare to eat the head n tail(buttocks).. haha.. after that they say they wanna go IMM shop shop.. but then IMM super boring.. then me n beiyi was like suggesting to go Jurong point..
When we were there, dingliang went off crazy by blowing the umbrella plastic.. make it look like a balloon.. haha we scare he anytime make it explode, so we all kept running away from him.. then beiyi drag me into girls shop to shop so that dingliang wont dare to come in n disturb us.. Lol.. he is in bad mood la.. wanna find sth to have fun with, so cant blame him.. But then the way he divert his mood is veri dangerous also.. u dunno anytime he might go crazy or anytime wat will his next movement be.. but well, ppl have their own way in diverting their mood swings la.. for me i wont do that, i will juz keep quiet than usual n if possible find my frenz to acc me to drink or wat loh.. beach will be a place i would wan to go.. can relax my mind..
And yeah, me n beiyi continue shopping.. then only left bernard n yong qiang with us.. coz lawfatt they all sian until go long john sit sit n talk.. then after shopping we went to play arcade.. me n lawfatt was playing time crisis 2 then others see us play.. then bernard play daytona, i also went to play.. i drive like shit sia.. haha.. then after that i also try the truck thingy.. then the others went to play bball.. trying to shoot as many into the basket as possible so as to collect the tix to exchange stuffs.. hee.. childhood memories sia.. we r like little kids down there playing.. that's y i say fun mah.. then me n beiyi also siao le, while waiting for the guys to come out from the arcade, both of us were taking shots on our hp.. I like the pics we took today.. veri kawaii.. k, i will post later.. hee.. k la.. tired in typing le.. shall end here.. blog in another time.. =p

11:43 pm by *- icepiano

Saturday, February 26, 2005



Nice pic.. Taken @ crown prince swensens.. Both of us juz love to take pics la.. =p 

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This one veri act cute leh.. haha but I like it.. =p 

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haha zhi lian.. taking myself while Im drinking.. kena influence by beiyi.. hee.. 

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This is Beiyi.. My best girl fren in band.. This pic is nice.. She looks sweet in this pic.. =)

2:19 am by *- icepiano

Friday, February 25, 2005



veri bo liao.. so take this pic while drinking at ulu pandan cc after band.. ;)

2:02 am by *- icepiano

Wednesday, February 23, 2005



That's Jianxiang, me and Ghazali.. taken on the train on our way home from band prac.. =) 

5:36 pm by *- icepiano

Monday, February 21, 2005


*monday blues*
today lesson start @ 10am.. SA=System Analyst.. Haiz.. sian of this module.. or I should say Im sian of this course Im studying.. Yeah.. went to sch.. was late again..=x reach class @ 1020 like that.. lucky ms yang was kind enough.. nv scold me.. haha(coz she juz knoe I wont be so on time) and yeah lesson starts n as usual we have to listen to her lectures n after which proceed with our normal tutorial n prac.. Everytime when got to listen to her lectures, I will juz feel like slping.. Though ms yang's voice is not that boring.. but then eventually me n ash juz feel like slping loh.. aiyah.. coz the module itself is really too boring le.. n yeah.. after lesson, went for driving lesson loh.. Im always looking so forward to my driving lesson.. today kena mr sim again.. long time he nv instruct me le.. and yeah.. use same old car 105.. was so difficult to pick up the drive.. coz it's a new car, haven season yet.. n yeah, everytime i release the clutch, it will start to jerk abit.. sian.. then today keep forgetting this n that.. I keep forgetting that I need to check blind spots b4 I turn in then kena the instructor say me.. aiyo.. not used leh.. sian.. then finish 2 sub that day loh.. left turns n speed control.. all rite for 1 thing I knoe.. I always go over the speed limit.. normal rd should only go up to 50km/h.. i always go ard 55-60.. lol.. then kena ask to slow down.. =x finished lesson juz like this..
then my dear beiyi smsed me.. was complaining to me abt her proj n stuffs.. then bernard smsed me n asked me where m i.. I was actually on my way home so I asked him y leh.. then he asked wanna go out or sth.. n since Im so free, so I said ok.. n then went home to waste time abit then went to meet him.. coz the time between is kinda long.. yeah.. funny part is he asked me out n he didnt knoe wat he wanna do.. so I suggest to go for a movie.. then I suggest for marina sq.. in the end walk there.. I almost lost my way lol.. this shows that I really long time nv go ms le la.. coz ms now renovating.. then the path of rd always changing ba.. n yeah muz go down n up again so troublesome.. then that bernard scold me say is I choose wat.. then I lan lan.. but in the end when we see the movie listing, there werent much on, so we decided to go suntec.. n it's also the same.. so we settled at suntec n watch 'hide n seek'.. he said was a scary movie.. then I was thinking whether to watch or not.. wanna watch but no guts leh.. lol but in the end still watch.. and yeah the movie was a stupid 1.. was supposed to be scary..(yeah certain parts were abit scary).. but basically the story behind aint so scary loh.. it's abt a physogical dad having 2-sided character.. then the daughter was his victim.. the ending was kinda sad.. but it's so _____ (dunno wat word to fill in).. after movie we were thinking whether to go home or to walk walk.. but then it's already 920.. most shops is closing.. then I rem got the 'Chun Dao He Pan' so I suggest to go there loh.. then it was such a concidence that I saw daniel n his gf togther.. lol he ah, nv go SA this morning coz he was dating.. then choose romantic place to date somemore.. lol.. the place there got rides..(but mostly closed also) n we walked the whole thing, in the end nth to see..(boring) then I went to buy some snacks then slowly walk to mrt loh.. was passing through esplande.. nite view veri nice sia.. but too bad la.. walk walk only.. haiz.. then slowly walk to mrt liao.. he asked..: need me to send u home ma? then I was like thinking erm.. i can of coz go home myself la.. but then y muz u ask me such a qn.. wahlao wan send then send la.. it lost all the meaning when he asked that qn.. so I juz replied him..: no.. dun need.. then he still can asked back: u sure? wahlao.. feel like punching him sia.. hahahha.. no la.. but he is really the dumbest guy ever.. =p

11:55 am by *- icepiano

Friday, February 18, 2005


*tired n sleepy*
juz came back from sws prac.. today as usual play the songs we had played b4.. mr tan's piece, apocallys 2(haha dunno correct spelling mah) is really veri boring.. then also veri hard to catch the tempo n timing.. sian.. I kinda like mr tay's 'the trail in the dreams'.. coz got ramming parts n the train sound is kinda cool.. I still waiting for 'fate of the god'.. coz I heard this song b4, but nv got the chance to play it mah.. that's y Im so looking forward to it.. Every single of us r also looking forward to that piece.. It's definitely a veri nice piece loh..

Today veri de paiseh loh.. Lawfatt n Dingliang la.. Keep disturbing me n who loh.. Coz dingliang kept asking who I like n blah blah blah la.. Then I kept denying n dun wanna say who loh.. Then Ian like hint hint them who I like loh.. Coz Ian knoe is who mah.. Then I sian there loh.. Coz that dingliang keep asking then I bui tahan.. but I still nv tell him la.. They got guess is who la.. N guessed it correctly.. But then I also deny.. Haha.. is like wahlao.. paiseh 1 loh.. then they knoe liao keep teasing me.. make me feel so awkward.. ahhhhhh.. then when we reach bouna, he was there waiting for us.. Coz I told shmeer to meet me there, then I think he also same train as him bah.. then that dingliang went up to him n whisper sth to him.. Omg.. then I was like thinking:"win liao loh.. die liao loh.. wat m I going to do.. argh.. HELP!" at that point of time how I wish that there is a hole for me to hide myself in loh.. then I really sian there loh.. haiz.. then worst is I scare he knoe liao then more paiseh.. Now is dunno is who like who loh.. Though I kinda knoe he is abit interested in me.. But only fren fren nia mah.. So I didnt like make it so obvious that I like him also or watever loh.. Worst is after band when we r going home.. fatt n liang also disturb us again.. usually yong qiang will acc me home mah.. then that day he take cab home with keith, pangseh me.. then I say I wanna follow them, in the end fatt n liang dragged me n stop me from turning back.. then I was like wah die le die le.. they r going to disturb me again.. then I bo pian, guai guai follow them loh.. Then in the end, we stayed n eat at the coffee shop.. And liang purposely wanna make the both of us sit together loh.. then keep pushing me to sit closer to him.. then I was like hack care la.. haha.. then I forgot to put my water bottle into my bag.. then fatt also disturb n say:"someone forgot to take sth leh".. haha then he replied:"Im eating la.." then while waiting for train.. liang also keep asking him to sit down beside me.. Wah I can confirm that he sure knoe loh.. is either he like me rumour is spreading or I like him rumour spreading le.. Ahhhhhhhhhh... SAVE ME!

12:15 am by *- icepiano

Tuesday, February 15, 2005



Cool huh.. Finally I found the real ICE PIANO! Nice man.. Hee.. =P 

1:50 pm by *- icepiano

Sunday, February 13, 2005


Today went steamboat with my bunch of band frenz.. it's like a chinese new yr celebration dinner.. Haha.. but it's kinda fun though it's only that few of us..(lawfatt, beiyi, yong qiang, dingliang, belinda, ian, law wei, jeslyn, brian, joreen).. The most fun part is where lawfatt n dingliang were cooking the 'live' prawns.. The prawns r really live u knoe.. when they brought the prawns back to our table, the prawns were still jumping away in that container.. haha.. when they drop the prawn into the hot boiling soup, the prawn also jump.. esp its tail.. coz they wanna see half red n half grey prawn mah.. eventually they found out the tactic to cook the prawns la.. only some of the prawns r quite big, the others were quite small.. but still not bad la.. FRESH one leh.. haha.. then the most scary thing is dingliang kept cooking n eating the prawns.. haha I was sitting beside him mah, then he juz kept throwing prawns into the soup n kept removing the shells n kept eating.. he really zai man.. haha.. the 'prawn king'.. I ate quite alot.. though the food not really veri veri nice.. coz no sharks fins.. =( the soup we cooked was nice.. the bbq food was great also.. but somehow I think lack some taste la.. haha.. watever la.. I still ate my full.. =p Hope to have another steamboat again too.. It's really fun eating with them..
After dinner, we went to arcade n play for awhile.. as usual la, the games there r quite limited.. I went to play initial d again n time crisis.. haha.. then in the end, was playing pool with beiyi.. the pool there is put 2 gold coins in then play 1 game nia.. (so ex..) anyway play fun fun la.. then after that every1 go off liao, so we also go off loh.. abit sian though, but ok la.. I still had fun!

11:59 pm by *- icepiano

Tuesday, February 08, 2005



Bernard took this photo using my hp.. I was too concentrating in listening to the songs in his hp.. Haha  

3:03 am by *- icepiano

*feeling abit tired yet excited.. eyes will close anytime.. =p* Today went for movie at Lido.. Watched 'Shall we dance?' starring Jennifer Lopez.. Was quite a nice show la.. But with abit of lame n funny storyline.. I did quite enjoy it.. But after movie was veri sian coz initially we wanted to go k box n sing at nite.. then in the end a couple of them pangseh n say they r not coming.. So we were like.. "sian" loh.. So in the end.. Me n bernard went to play pool while we were waiting for beiyi to come n meet us.. Haha.. so long nv play pool liao, a few matches play like shit.. Then slowly pick up momentum.. But still I play like shit.. Coz nv really go n practice n play pool la.. only play for fun.. so in the end, both of us got win n lost.. draw.. lol.. we were at cineleisure mah.. so also had a sudden urge to play bowling.. Coz also long time no bowl le.. skill sure rusty.. then miss the time when we play bowling almost everyday in sec sch.. lol n that's when I pick up my bowling skill.. so happy.. if can enjoy somemore, I dun mind de loh.. I rather everyday like that spend on playing, enjoying than studying.. serious loh.. study is so boring.. aiyah.. tml chi new yr eve liao.. feeling abit sian leh.. no new yr mood.. dunno how to spend my nite after dinner tml liao.. sian sian sian.. k la.. I shall stop here n see wat else I can blog for tml.. for now.. tata~ =P

12:01 am by *- icepiano

Wednesday, February 02, 2005


Hmm.. finding myself getting more cheerful these few days.. Dunno wat's in my mind that makes me feel kinda happy.. Esp when Im looking forward to each band prac.. haha..
Well.. actually I dunno wat Im thinking also.. Some weird weird feelings start to occur again bah.. Dunno is becoz after they told me he like me then I also start to like him? Hmm.. I hope not, like the feeling is not so muture.. But I seems to have abit of feelings for him b4 I knew he like me.. But the feelings is not so strong u see.. It's like I dun think we have chemistry, so it's juz a short period of admire? haha.. It's sth "special, yet not so realistic".. haha I dunno also, I can only say comparing the kind of feeling n chemistry between him n other guy frenz I have, it's abit different la.. Somemore he is not bad mah.. Character not so bad, music playing also not bad.. Overall, not bad lah.. haha.. Hmm.. but too bad, the guy aint initiating anything.. Haha wat can I expect.. Oh no.. Im getting abit crazy here.. But anyway.. Walk 1 step see 1 step loh.. Maybe I will try to get close to him? I dunno.. haha.. then slowly see wat will happen? Haha..

I seriously dunno the 'feelings' I have is true n muture or not.. For a period of time, I think being alone is better than anything else.. But recently Im feeling so down n lonely that I think I may really need a shoulder to lean on.. I dun mind being alone, but sometimes the loneliness is getting too much that I will feel life is juz so meaningless to me.. Frenz starts to reveal their true colours.. Some frenz juz come n goes in my life, I almost couldnt realise who is gd n who is bad.. He also made me realised that frenz aint everything, so try not to take frenz so seriously.. Hmm though I still will.. But well, Im trying to see life from another point of view.. I think that will be gd.. Angie says: "Meiying, U have changed..".. Seriously after seeing that sentence, I do some self reflection.. Indeed I have changed alot.. I dislike smoking in the past, but in the end, I learnt how to smoke.. I nv pick it up as a habit.. I treat it like drinking.. When Im down, sad, stress or maybe too happy, I might juz light 1 cig n start smoking away.. I try to deny that I smoke, but I think no point.. Rachel is rite.. She cant stop me, coz she knoe Im old enough to think for myself.. What's the point of stopping me when I had the thought of picking that up? haa.. Other that than, my thoughts, the way I treat my life n all, there seems to be a great change.. I do hope Im changing for the gd.. Though there r some bad points which I should not do but I had done.. But Im happy with wat Im doing now, except for sch.. Haha.. busy life with band, driving n music.. N most impt, entertainment with frenz.. Hope I had found my 'new' life.. And hope I will find 'the shoulder' who is willing to let me lean on.. =p

10:12 pm by *- icepiano