Monday, October 31, 2005


done spring cleaning to my room..
look how messy it was..
was lazy to clear up actually..
my room was nv neat la.. haha..
thus it's small.. u knoe the small upgraded room that was added?
yup.. that was my room..
small n cozy.. haha..

now let's see how messy my room is..





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* 3hrs later..........









look neater rite?
haha I wonder how long can this 'neatness' stays.. lol
right.. look like a typical girl's room isn't it..
juz look at the collection of my hello kitty n bears..
haha.. *grins*

11:41 pm by *- icepiano

I really miss my long n straight hair..

my hair now is long, but not that long.. the length that I wan is longer than wat I have now..
I regret so much for cutting my hair months ago.. which make my hair look so sucky n unhealthy now..
right..
ppl say: u cut ur hair, new hair grow ma.. will be better..
I say: bullshit.. I dun see my hair better now.. it seems getting from bad to worst..

I rebonded twice.. do numerous times of treatments to my hair..
I spend ard 1000 bucks on my hair.. it's like gem to me..
I love my hair.. that's y ppl say Im crazy to spend so much on it..
but I nv regret.. I only regret for cutting it..
if not, I would have super long hair now.. ppl praise my longer hair was nicer :(
right..

I plan to perm my hair to make it straight curls when I have longer hair..
but I have second thoughts now..
I still prefer straight hair.. going for another rebonding?
damn it's gotta spoil my hair man..
but no choice.. I have curls naturally.. n it curls outwards..
which make my hair so messy n hard to maintain..
right.. that's y the idea of rebonding came into my mind..

haiz.. I seriously miss my long straight hair.. GIVE IT BACK TO ME!!!

4:26 am by *- icepiano

Friday, October 28, 2005



hmm I knoe veri long nv come in update.. but also dunno wat to blog..
haa no comments, no special feelings to anything recently.. life is getting boring..
right.. coz sch is going to reopen in 4 days? sian..

end of my holidays.. end of my fun
start of sch.. beginning of works..
stress coming in.. lesser time for leisure..

how m I going to survive through?
I have been having like.. almost half a yr of holidays..
(fyp period is almost like holidays.. only 2 days of sch.. nth else that Im doing..)
how m I going to cope with sch life again?
can I adapt back to getting up early in the morning at 7.30am n get ready for sch at 9am?
if only that, Im still fine with it..

but...............
time table sux.. average 3 hrs of break everyday.. up to 5 hrs of break in between my lessons.. how m I going to spend my time.. haiz.. lucky I have got my classmates to accompany..
but...
how I wish I do not have to spend the whole day in sch..
NP juz sux.. it's hell to me.. dun ask me why..

this is my time table.. see the gap in between the orange slots..
the space is so big.. (meaning my break veri long)


kept telling myself..
it's juz another semester of time in this freaking sch.. 'REN'
it's only less than 6 months of time.. GO GO GO!

I guess I cant do much but to wait.. try to do well for the last semester?
hmm I try..

12:13 am by *- icepiano

Friday, October 21, 2005


Happy 6th month anniversary !!!

finally we r together for 6 mths.. like pretty short but yet seems so long.. as if we have been together for yrs.. (right.. sound as if Im exagerating)
6 mths isn't that long after all.. Im looking forward to 1 yr.. 2 yrs.. 10 yrs?
hmm.. seriously I also dunno how long can we be together.. time frame isn't the crucial thing.. most importantly both of us enjoyed each other's company.. find the true happiness..
look at most relationships nowadays.. sad to say.. some failed relationships end with pretty stupid or lame reasons.. most common one is either party like some1 else.. hmm typical kind of reason that leads to breaking up.. well.. can we stop that from happening? I think probably not..
love this kinda thing is unpredictable.. u nv knoe when ur mr right/mrs right appears.. but the thing is we muz learn how to treasure wat we have by our side.. I dun believe it's so difficult for one to stay faithful.. for I knoe I won't at least.. but exception cases like prob some better guy fly into my life? ehhh.. I dunno rite.. haha.. hopefully it wont happen.. (coz I dun wish to become that unfaithful one.. even if there is.. I will still love my one n only bear bear..)

but recently come across one of my best girl fren breaking up.. feel sad for her.. watever that has happen was truly lame.. the guy juz dun worth any bit of her love.. anyway hope she get over it soon.. but I knoe it's veri difficult.. thus the love was too deep.. I knoe her well.. I knoe she will be silly enough to keep waiting.. maybe she's still hoping for a miracle? well.. if that's the case.. how I wish the guy will come to realise that soon n not let her wait too long k..

last of all.. I wanna say.. I love my bear bear always.. *muack
*baby holds the wine glass n toast to bear bear
Cheers..!

11:52 pm by *- icepiano

my playlist is getting rusty.. need some new songs..
but sadly recently songs ain't veri nice anyway..

songs uploaded:

Jacky Chan & Kim Hee Sum - Mei Li De Shen Hua (The Myth Theme Song)
Zhang Feng Qi & Sandy - Zhi Fei Ji
Liang Jing Ru - Si Lu
Liang Jing Ru & Guang Liang - Zhe Yang Bao Zhe Ni

2:28 am by *- icepiano

Tuesday, October 18, 2005


sentosa outing.. people involved: jiaxian, jianxiang, yueyuan, bei, eliz, dear n me..
weather wasnt great.. no sun.. sad..
tried to check in early.. seen the room.. abit disappointed.. haha.. coz abit small..
I thought sentosa costa sands is pretty classy de.. but then.. too bad la.. it wasnt as wat I thought it was suppose to be.. somemore the place is undergoing renovation..
planned to have steamboat with dear.. but the room has some smoke detector or smt.. so not allow to have steamboat lo.. wasted all our food.. bring along liao cannot eat.. sian..
we went palawan beach n play.. well we cant play volleyball well.. most of the time we r picking up the ball instead of hitting it.. in the end we found another grp of ppl to play captain ball with us.. those guys look pretty young.. guess is ard sec3 or 4.. kena trashed.. haha..
then swam to platform there n sun tan.. Whoo~ the sun recovered at ard 4pm.. pretty strong n blazing.. shiok sia, lying down n tan.. I wanna continue tanning man..


take a shot b4 leaving sentosa..


say cheeze! hee.. =p

10:42 am by *- icepiano

Saturday, October 15, 2005


finally.. My laptop is well again..
right.. wat happen to my laptop then?

ok.. ever since dunno when.. my laptop goes crazy.. sometimes can do this sometimes cannot do that.. then after chalet, the laptop went totally crazy.. I cant go internet n surf.. I cant open my window media player n other programs.. I cant do a proper shut down.. the laptop is out of my control.. so.. to solve the problem, I decided to bring it to the technician to have it reformated.. not in sch, but to some shop that repairs com for u.. sch service is bad n slow.. so I think I would rather pay abit more to enjoy a better service n a gd gurantee..

but but... after reformat, my D drive is gone.. only left with a C drive.. n wat I thought was:
"Oh my god.. like that I got lesser space to store my stuffs.. Oh no.. How? My songs, my files, etc.. where can I store them?"

dear told me:
"u actually need to partition the drives if u wan 2 drives.. coz by default is 1 drive, u partition it to divide the space into 2 drive so that next time u can only reformat 1 drive n not all.. is like 1 into 2.. not 1 of 1.."

right.. sian.. so in the end.. I got no D drive le loh.. dear say if partition, gotta reformat loh.. sian.. so I decided not la.. hopefully this bloody laptop dun give me anymore prob..

so many days nv update my blog le.. ok.. gotta start updating.. I will keep the dates.. if wanna refer, continue to scroll down ba.. cheers..

6:40 pm by *- icepiano

Tuesday, October 11, 2005


Happy Birthday dear dear..

sorry abt yesterday.. thanx for being forgiving.. hope u will be happy.. =)

k box in the morning with the usual peeps (ian, bei, eliz, xiang, yy, dear n me) @ marina sq..
1 of purpose was to celebrate dear's bday.. another was to sing la.. haha..
pretty fun actually.. at least every1 did touch the mike once..

haiz but things were jeopardised after cutting cake.. ian mood swing.. didnt want to sing anymore.. dunno for wat reason.. every1 of us were stunt.. asked him wat happen.. he didnt want to say.. so.. every1 turn so sian after that..

was suppose to sing from 11 to 2 de.. but the person in charge say no many ppl singing, so can allow us to sing more.. so in the end we sing until 4 plus.. in between some of them left le la.. like ian.. left out of a sudden.. dunno y, say wanna go home.. dear got section meeting.. yuan got section thingy also.. so left the 4 of us.. sian.. haiz.. y muz the day turn sour then?

anyway will upload the pictures soon after bei upload them.. ^_^

9:40 pm by *- icepiano

Monday, October 10, 2005


sad.. today wasnt the day.. right.. monday blues ok..

I dun wanna explain things in detail.. anyway it's over le.. haa.. I juz come in n update it.. coz anyway at least I keep a record of my life..

anyway today was suppose to go out with dear la.. seriously wasnt a gd day to go out.. but wanna somehow celebrate his bday.. so met out today.. but today aint a happy day.. I guess I mess up the whole day.. gave him a total sian look.. ignoring him.. well I guess he aint feeling gd either.. but I didnt wan to talk it out with him then.. knew that both of us will get agitated then..

however the matter was resolved eventually.. guess it was juz a little misunderstandings n some mindset contradicting our thoughts.. everything is fine now.. m glad he wasnt that angry after all.. glad I could take it easy after that too.. tml his bday le.. looking forward to morning's k box..

11:16 pm by *- icepiano

Sunday, October 09, 2005


day 1:

was suppose to check in @ 3.30.. met fatt 1st at my house then we head to costa sands pasir ris.. as usual, our ms beiyi was late.. guess wat time she reached? right.. 5 plus.. I shall not explain the details.. haa..
so in the end only me n fatt.. when we decided to go down cheers n buy some stuffs back, bei reached..
went to cheers, nth to buy.. decided to go ntuc @ white sands..
hmm thought of cycling anyway.. so rented bicycle n cycle to white sands loh.. haha.. long time no cycle le.. the 3 of us look so clumsy while cycling off..
bought quite alot of stuffs back.. had cup noodles for our dinner.. watched tv until ian n xiang reached.. we played mahjong..
initially there was no mahjong table.. fatt intended to 'cope' a mahjong table from the washing rooms.. all 2 attempts not successful.. but who knows, there was a mahjong table hiding behind our back door.. hahahaha.. me n fatt were so shock.. laugh until I cannot sit straight..
ian bday was on 8 oct.. it was 12 midnite.. haha.. every1 gave him 18 hits.. haha.. look at his expression n u will laugh..
well well.. show haven end yet.. we continued to give him another round of hits.. only at late nite then we decided to go upstairs n strip him.. haha.. look at his expression.. see the way he begged them for not stripping.. poor thing.. haha

he was hiding under the table..

poor thing ian..

these guys look as if they were being raped.. hahaha..



we r looking veri sleepy while taking these shots..



every1 slp till the next afternoon..


day 2:

waited for fatt to come back.. initially decided to go ntuc white sands to buy our bbq stuffs.. but some say sheng siong is cheaper n pretty near.. so we made our way there..
hmm but who knows.. the journey took us 40 mins of walking.. right.. all thanx to......

caught in act walking behind..


close up together..

they were unseparated.. hee..



taking pic @ sheng siong..



bought our bbq stuffs back.. we took cab back.. every1 were too tired after that long walk..
came back n prepare for the bbq.. not many ppl attended.. it was juz our small gathering..
the guys were bbqing while I sit down n wait for food.. yummy.. hee..
actually also not that bad la.. little ppl bbq also got its fun anyway.. we can even try using the aluminiun tray to fry a piece of pork chop.. cool huh.. but no pic la.. sorry

after bbq, some were slping upstairs while some play games.. pretty sian.. a few of them only reached at ard 11 plus.. that was so late le.. left a bit to bbq.. nth much.. jia xian was 'penging' kaya loti.. yummy..


having supper..

we went to beach for a stroll.. but weather was bad.. decided to head back..
anyway told them that I have a eerie pic in my hp.. which I took.. it was the smoke of the fireworks that looks like a face.. trust me.. is true.. post later if u guys r interested..
then xiang mouth itchy go say scary stuffs to frighten us.. esp ian.. scared until he kept quiet..
back @ chalet, I knoe some of them continue playing mahjong through the nite.. but I was already slping upstairs till the next morning..


day 3:

packed n ready to leave..

farewell to costa sands pasir ris..

went home after that.. unload my stuffs n had an hr of rest.. couldnt wake up an hr later.. too tired.. no choice.. got band.. as usual.. nth special abt band.. tee hong conducted us oregon.. then mr tan took over.. sian.. anyway usual routine home.. too tired.. almost miss my stop.. heng dear called me n reminded me.. anyway.. that's all for these 3 days of chalet.. I made a loss anyway.. haiz.. forget it.. maybe I wont organised another 1 le..

10:46 pm by *- icepiano

Monday, October 03, 2005


pictures for the lantern festival were post.. can view them with the 18 Sept post.. ^_^

8:02 pm by *- icepiano

this one uses unsharp mask.. compare them.. which one nicer? 

3:57 am by *- icepiano

edit with photoshop.. this is with texture.. 

3:56 am by *- icepiano

another photoshop edited pic.. eh.. looks abit weird rite?

3:54 am by *- icepiano

Saturday, October 01, 2005


ever understand that kind of feeling when u wanna do smt for some1 n that some1 doesnt seems to appreciate or being supportive..?

coz his bday is coming.. hoping to give him some surprises n an unforgettable bday.. I try to find out some nice places that we could dine in.. initially was wanting to get him a present.. supposingly a watch.. he said he dun need one.. he dun need anything.. so dun need to get him anything.. all rite.. my thought was juz as simple as spending the day with him.. juz abit special than usual days.. juz a romantic dinner out.. but he thought it was not necessary.. he doesnt wan any celebrations for this day.. there is no need for me to go into the hassle in organising anything.. fine..
his bday falls on a tue, which happens to be sp band prac.. I thought he might not wan to go out that day then.. I knoe it's kinda selfish of me to hope or ask him to skip band that day.. he doesnt have to anyway.. prob mon celebrate or wat also can.. but wat hurts most is when he doesnt even appreciate wat Im doing for him n kept demoralising me... after all, I only ask for a day to spend with him.. I wan him to be happy.. I thought a dinner out would make the day much significant than usual.. I thought every1 will hope to celebrate their bday with their loved ones.. guess Im wrong.. but everytime I mention abt it.. his tone will be like:

aiya.. celebrate for wat? no need to celebrate one loh..

hmm silly me.. since he dun wan, y bother do so much things.. every word he said pierce into ur heart.. u knoe u will feel upset.. sometimes he knoe u feel upset, sometimes he felt nothing.. but I guess he doesnt knoe how much I wan to keep him company n how much I wan him to feel happy.. but well in this situation, I guess I shall stop doing anything.. dun need to bother to find out the nice places out there..
all rite I knoe I sound fed up.. probably juz let it be a normal day.. yeah..

m I wrong?
m I selfish?
m I self-centered?

probably he has his reasons.. probably he meant well.. well.. as long as he is happy with it.. maybe it will be worth everything..

1:17 am by *- icepiano