Sunday, January 29, 2006


boring chinese new year..

1st time in my lifetime feeling so much boredem.. plus unwilling state of celebrating this occasion..
firstly.. my dad bang his anger n temper on me when I juz commented that the sofa cover he bought was simply too ugly.. I thought: "it's really ugly what.. it's totally red in colour.. veri obang lo.."
even my bro also comment the same thing..

anyways.. spoil my mood..
reunion dinner aint fantastic.. every yr also same.. no fun.. nothing at all..
my family members r damn funny.. spring cleaning at the last min..
until now my mom is still cleaning.. watever.. I cant be bothered..
and hey is not I dun wan to bother, is most of the rubbish, junks r not mine..
mine only occupied a little amount of space in the living room, and which I had already finished clearing them up.. rest is all my dad n bro stuffs..
poor thing mom has to clear all these for them.. right..
men r practically lazy n inorganised!!!
my dad always say I nv clear my things.. wat abt him..?
unwanted things also wanna keep.. no wonder my aunt say he is 'garang guni'
nvm.. u guys see my house's junks u will understand why I said that..

haiz.. pathetic new yr.. how I wish dear is around to chat with me.. but he is always so tired.. he has already fallen asleep.. all I can do now is to face my laptop, type finish this post, shut down n go to bed.. hope tml is a better day.. erm.. no.. is later will be better..

anyways.. still wanna wish all my frenz a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

2:58 am by *- icepiano

Tuesday, January 24, 2006


anyways.. updates for past few days.. hmm..

22 Jan
SP Concert @ Esplanade
bought the tickets last min on sat nite.. was offered circle 4 seats.. hmm.. thought of going for the stall seats since no point seating at circle 4 n cannot see ppl.. so bought the stall seats.. almost late for concert.. coz was cleaning my room until I missed the timing.. took a cab n met shi into the concert hall.. luckily we could see dear, ding liang n yy from where we sit .. the band was super big.. 100 over power..
the sound was great when they were tuning.. looks like is gotta be a great concert ahead..
anyway 1st few pieces were pretty gd.. enjoyed pretty much.. how I wish Im playing with them..
haha.. anyways.. there was a concertino for tuba n band who was played by chris.. dear's buddy..
wow.. impressed.. he has a veri gd tone.. he played veri well.. pedal note, high note, running all veri well done.. hmm not easy for tuba to present a solo k.. haa..
hmm.. suddenly how I wish it was dear on stage playing that solo.. hahaha.. *dreaming only*

2 pieces performed by choir were boring.. sorry.. but cant really hear the band.. so in the end didnt much enjoyed that.. after that they played the composition from a student in the band..
"air n gigue" I love the english horn solo.. veri lovely done..
oh yea.. was also veri impressed by all the trumpet solos.. it was the same guy playing it.. heard was from phil wind.. right.. no wonder so gd la..
overall concert was great.. pretty grand n nicely finished..

after concert waited for dear.. supposingly going over to dover n meet him for dinner.. in the end change plan, he come out after he finish packing.. went to eat with yue yuan ast mankansutra too..

pictures of me n dear..




20 Jan
bought my digital camera.. hee.. so happy.. my dad willing to buy for me le..
it's Fujifilm F11 model.. large 2.5 inch LCD screen..
the uncle explained the functions to me.. sound veri gd to me..
finally.. I can use this digital cam to take down wonderful moments..
happy happy happy..

19 Jan
finally.. I dyed my hair.. hmm cant really see any difference coz I chose a pretty dark colour..
scare later dye too bright then kena scolding from dad.. I was pretty satisfied with the colour.. abit pinkish brown kind.. nice but not veri outstanding that ppl could see it.. maybe under strong sunlight or lightings may see it ba..

18 Jan
chi new yr coming.. bought my new ur clothes le.. was pretty happy with my outfit..
hmm but dunno ppl see liao will think nice or not.. spend much $$ on it lo.. haha..
this yr like not really looking forward to cny.. nothing much.. maybe coz got alot of assignments due soon n exams r round the corner too.. haiz.. everything is juz too fast..
if time can slow down.. wont it be wonderful..?

2:21 am by *- icepiano

Friday, January 13, 2006


I HATE ASSIGNMENTS!!!

argh.. juz dunno how to do the assignment right..
envying ppl who had already completed their assignment also no use..
haiz.. if there were to be some1 who can help me..

juz watched tv.. there is this variety show abt condo..
they show u condo from different places with different theme..
today's episode is abt relaxing beach resort kind of condo..
I love the 1st one.. really veri nice..
let me explain the place to u.. try to picture it in your mind..

a HDB look alike condo, dominating near east coast..
a nice n relaxing scenery appears at the moment u stepped into the house..
(imagine u r all tired from work or watever, u will feel so much relaxed n comfortable to be able to live in such place)
there is a very spacious living room, with very 'beach resort' kind of sofa..
what's more?
a long stretching and spacious balcony connecting the living room together..
step out to the balcony n u can have a clear scenery of the beautiful sea view..
it would be even nicer if's it at night..
the long balcony stretches all the way to the dining room..
it's almost as long as or even longer than my house..
the washroom is so cool.. bathing in veri nice decorated and clean toilet is wonderful..
if can combine the washroom of the last condo they recommend,
omg.. it's really an enjoyment in life..
the last condo has a open concept roof top balcony, with jaccuzi pool ok..
right.. can u imagine how much the renovation n everything cost?

but hey.. i dun need to live in condo to enjoy all these..
hmm juz need some gd ideas in designing the house.. preferabably 4-5 room
a simple HDB flat can be as cool as condo..
ehh.. of coz not forgetting beautiful scenery.. esp the sea..
whooo~
for this moment, how I wish I own that condo they showed me..
how at least my house has a little alike..
argh.. but look at my house.. I sian.. haha..

k la.. enough of day dreaming..
gotta go do my work le..
if possible I try to get pictures..
hee..

12:49 am by *- icepiano

Monday, January 09, 2006


It's been raining ever since last nite until now.. non-stop..
it's such a gd weather to stay home n slp..
today was suppose to be sws main band concert day..
I didn't want to go at 1st coz of the rainy weather..
erm.. but in the end I was being cheated to go down..
some1 juz asked me to go down then after concert will accompany me go walk walk wor..
ehh.. but in the end she didn't.. argh watever huh.. always got stunts de la..
right..
nvm.. I still get to enjoy the concert alittle anyway..
I only went in to listen at the 2nd half.. missed the 1st half..
haha but nvm.. I got in for free.. yeah free concert.. hee

it was percussion ensemble right after interval..
the ensemble was great.. I enjoyed it every much.. well done by our sws percussion
they do rocks.. (not like our youth band de percussion)
especially when u hear the mallets playing together.. it's such a nice combination n coordination from the players..
next was sorcery suite.. nice also.. got power.. oh ya.. I sat at the circle seats.. of coz the sound quality was better..
overall was ok la.. mr ng said it wasn't as gd as before le.. sws somehow or rather lost that kinda sound they used to have it in the past..
encore pieces were all chinese new yr songs.. erm.. boring la.. haha but every1 was like so excited abt it.. wahaha..

after concert we followed mr ng to ang mo kio to eat.. I was with yy n ian on mr ng's car.. mr ng as usual was joking ard with us.. haha abt his sch n stuffs la.. we laugh the whole way through..

oh ya.. this concert surprisingly got many new faces.. there is this 1 boy sitting right beside mr tay, playing 1st along with tay n tan.. right.. mr ng told us that he was so pissed that he scolded mr tay abt it.. he was somehow commenting that mr tay's student paid sch fees so can come in n play in the main band.. swsyouth got so many ppl waiting to come into main band n play.. abit like not fair la.. (he is siding us)
ehh.. not really feel pissed off or anything la.. it's like aiya.. ppl usually have gd relation with conductors does get priviledge de ma.. what to do.. if he can play, I cant say anything wat right.. if he suck, of coz it's really going to be so unfair to us le ma.. we r also waiting for chance to go in main band..

well anyway.. tml gotta go sch.. gotta seriously start on my wdd assignment.. somemore still got wisp assignment on wars.. right it's lame loh.. have to do role play n stuffs.. but my grp hasn't start on any research yet.. hmm gotta die again le la.. -.-'''

1:19 am by *- icepiano

Sunday, January 08, 2006


Sometimes u thought.. time can reveals oneself.. hmm it's true..
Sometimes ppl say.. u will get to understand the person as time goes by..
hmm it seems true..
But it's not..

As time goes by.. The understanding juz get out of the way..
U thought u understand him in n out.. But u come to realise that u dun understand him at all..
U thought u have gotten into his life, trying to make him feel better..
That's not the case..
U have not step into his life, n his life aint getting any better..

Sometimes u can feel his strong desired love for u..
But sometimes u simply cant feel any concern n love from him at all..
Why?
when he starts to feel nothing on earth can make him happy..?
when he takes u for granted.. (eg when he skips a day of meeting with u)
* a day is only a day what right why so big deal? right.. but it makes a difference when u skip a day n u cant meet him for a week or more..
when he starts to get busy with so many stuffs that he has simply no time for u..
when u think of lots of surprises n fun but he doesnt seems to show any interest for them..
what's more?


right.. all he say is he dunno what u wan..
what's the understanding doing all the while?
it's not so hard to understand what..
a girl has very simple mindset towards love & relationship..
they juz wanna feel continous love n warm from their loved ones..
they need to be showered with love n care.. little surprises help too..

though girl will always feel that love is not enough..
but as long as he makes an effort to try to make the girl happy..
the girl happy u also happy right?
of coz not including those living factors like tolerating each other's habits n stuffs..
that is even worst.. I bet every couple r facing them..

sometimes u think the girl is not understanding enough..
hmm but at the other end, the girl is already trying veri hard to understand ah..
or u can say.. the girl is juz too afraid to lose the guy?
the crucial thing is.. does the guy understand the girl?
hmm.. maybe not..

there r so much frustrations n feelings that I wanna express..
but u know.. girls have very interesting hormones..
they will cry while they say.. (ehh maybe not all girls)
argh..
wanna blog also cannot..
coz there r ppl seeing it..
haiz.. or maybe Im juz so hard to please..?
hmm.. I guess Im starting to feel lost somehow..

2:09 am by *- icepiano

Monday, January 02, 2006


Happy New Year!!!

so fast 1 yr had passed.. recall back 2005..
hmm many things happened.. gd n bad..
let's have a flash back through 2005..

stepping into my last yr in poly..
finishing my fyp..
lost a few veri gd buddies from ning jia..
fell in love with my dear..
together with my dear..
had chalet with my band frenz..
was veri close to my band frenz..
drifted away from my ning jia girl frenz..
see lots of things from a different perspective

hmm wat else? cant think any more le la..
usually u thought there r lots of things happening..
but actually when u start naming them.. it's juz a few..
nvm..
to me.. 2005 ends badly 2006 starts sadly..
I will not want to go in details why..
since 2005 is over.. I should happily go on with 2006 le ma..

so what is my 2006 resolution?
ehh.. I also not sure leh..
2006 seems blur to me..
my future is a question mark till now..
how m I going to list out my 2006 resolution..?
haiz.. anyways..
walk 1 step see 1 step le lo..

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dinner at uncle's house last nite..
was boring at 1st.. coz nothing to do..
no1 to talk.. nothing that is fun..
until my another uncle's brought his baby..
haa.. she is so guai.. nv cry when u carry her..
then start to play with her.. haha baby is fun..

look.. she is so cute.. hee..


^_^

1:28 pm by *- icepiano