Thursday, July 28, 2005


*tired*

had less than 4 hrs of slp last nite.. was supposed to be in bed early as I gotta work this morning.. but as usual, I cant get to slp again.. sian.. this is a lesson for not slping on time.. now my clock is being reversed.. gotta reserve back le la..

went shopping today.. 1 word-shiok.. haha.. only bought 3 stuffs: necklace, skirt and high heels..
hmm.. tml then get pay, but today shop abit 1st.. actually I met angie up is to shop for xin's present.. at the same time shopping for ourselves.. 1 stone kills 2 birds rite.. hee.. yeah.. at least I found a skirt that I like.. hmm.. gotta be more feminine le.. think I need to slim down 1st b4 I start buying more stuffs.. ehh as if I will slim down? haa.. gotta work harder le loh..
all rite.. next target to buy: mascara and eye liner.. gotta get a proper make up set.. my makeup set has nv been proper.. only got the foundation power n blusher.. I need the basic tools to enhance my eyes.. hee.. yup.. they can make my eyes look bigger, y not.. there is no ugly woman, but lazy woman.. I dun wanna be ugly woman.. so I muz not be lazy.. hmm.. 1 of the reasons y I dun dress nicely often is coz I dun like the process of dolling up.. need time.. got to prepare an hr earlier b4 u step out of the house.. when u wan to look gd, u gotta sacrifice.. yea.. so actually simple n causal definitely save me lots of time.. n I think Im suitable for that style..
anyway I think I juz got to get used to wearing that pairs of heels that I bought today.. it's bitting me.. *ouch*
is the shoe too tight? or is that Im not used to it? hmm.. well well.. heck.. bought it le.. I like the design.. hmm usually things that looks gd doesnt mean they r gd(comfortable).. I cannot regret le ma..

saw xin n rachel shopping along orchard too.. met them up for dinner.. found out a pretty shocking news.. 1 of our sec sch band mates has juz ROM today.. hmm guess who? shocking as I said.. shall not mention details, coz none of my business also.. haha.. it is juz another gossip we girls shares juz now.. typical girls ma.. hee..

watched superstar today.. veri happy coz I didnt miss derrick's part.. he perform well today.. I vote 1 for him.. hope he can still stay in the finals.. hmm for those who r not up to standard, I think it's seriously time for them to leave.. stop hanging on to the finals n letting those who r gd to miss the chance.. they said 70% of the results go to the voting.. well I think it's pretty unfair.. most impt I think they should get some1 who can sing for gd.. if he/she can sing, it's definite that they have a certain popularity.. if they cant sing for gd, I dun think they should become a superstar.. yea.. 30% left for judges.. hmm.. then wat's the point of having the judges there? give comments or guidance? hmm doubt so.. put there for show only.. well heck also.. as long as derrick wins, Im happy.. he is gd ok.. I mean it.. listen to his singing n u bet it.. =p

haiz.. I miss bear bear.. when can I see bear bear..? =(

1:29 am by *- icepiano

Monday, July 25, 2005



since I compiled pictures on me n dear.. I also do another piece for my concerts.. hmm taken alot of pictures during the previous concerts, but I cant put all in..so I put up the nicest.. hmm.. comments? haha..

3:58 am by *- icepiano

m bored.. so began to puzzle up the pictures I had taken with him.. eh.. dun have many pic actually..(coz he dun like to take pic) hmm.. not bad le la, can compile so many..

3:55 am by *- icepiano

hmm.. m boring now.. so thought of blogging then.. eh.. blog abt wat leh?

all rite, got band today.. was quite late coz met xiang, bei, hao n eliz.. eliz was late..
today trumpet section veri strong.. a couple of ppl overblow.. there is one young guy who played quite well.. went to ask him where he's from.. uh huh, st gabriel de wor.. sec3 only leh.. wah wah.. the other was a malay guy, didnt went up to intro yet.. yup.. he was the one who overblow.. that izzat sat beside him also overblow(becoz that guy play louder than him, he wanna play louder)
meeting today on the issue abt band fund.. $$ again.. all rite.. the committee had been pressing for band fund ever since the day I stepped into this band.. ok.. imagine how much I owe, $110 I guess.. godness, where m I going to get the $$ man.. planned to pay $10 every band prac, to lessen my burden in paying the $110 in one shot.. $10 a month of band fund is actually alot.. but no choice, coz we r in a society band, not sch band.. the $$ r not juz for maintanance, also for organization of activities or concerts.. sws is not rich loh.. well, but there r also some ppl who had nv pay band fund at all! hmm I guess the ppl knoe who they r la.. so juz now mr tan said if these ppl r not paying soon(in 2 weeks or 1 mth time), they will be asked to leave the band at once.. well.. it's not a bad idea la.. coz some ppl juz dun have the discipline to pay up, or some juz cant be bothered.. well.. if they wanna stay in this band, they juz gotta pay la.. it will be fair this way ma.. for those who had paid up..

went orchard to chill out with bei, shi, ian n eliz.. eliz left earlier.. the rest of us went shopping.. we girls were looking for heels, so went to charles n keith to take a look.. got a few nice pairs, but dun look nice on me when I wear them(my leg is big.. haiz) then in the end tried many pairs, n ended up not buying any.. after which went to coffee club @ wisma n drink coffee.. yea, we chat.. chat alot.. almost didnt wan to go home.. haha.. no la.. juz chat abt pretty interesting stuffs.. yeah.. got to knoe more stuffs also.. was not veri shock but was surprised.. anyway.. 1 sentence - nv judge a book by its cover..

Ooo already 4am le n Im not sleeping.. actually waiting for dear's msg.. he is in sp band camp now.. 4 days.. hmm.. I guessed he is talking or playing with his frenz ba.. anyway I think next few days will be veri boring for me.. haiz.. got to work tml.. sian.. but for the sake of $$.. I will work.. have to chiong work after my final report done.. have to earn more during this holi.. partly for saving purposes, others will be for spending of coz.. I have so much to buy with so little $$.. veri ke lian leh.. sad thing.. well.. nvm.. work harder ba.. gambette..! =)

3:51 am by *- icepiano

Sunday, July 24, 2005


Yeah!! FYP done.. left with the final report of the FYP to do.. Hmm.. report isnt an easy job.. heard many ppl saying that the final report is the hardest.. Need more efforts n works than the actual product.. Hmm.. seriously I haven start on the report.. Not even a letter of word yet.. So pray hard that I could actually complete the final report huh.. Yeah hope so ba.. after final report, still got to wait for presentation then I can put a full stop to this sem5.. sem6 will be approaching soon too.. time juz pass too fast.. Im going to graduate next yr, sometime during march or april? (provided I can pass my FYP n sem6) Well.. will make sure I pass la.. wont let myself fail de la.. I dun wish to stay in the sch any longer.. or I should say I dun wanna stay in that course..

It's august next month.. many ppl having bday.. oppz got to spend $$ again..
firstly got to celebrate xin's bday.. ning jia planning to hold a bbq.. hmm.. dunno how many ppl will turn up also.. but anyway, hope it's a success la.. dun wish the gathering to turn out sour either.. coz the past few gatherings didnt turn out well.. so hope this time, every member in ning jia will cooperate loh..
secondly sunday, got to celebrate fatt n hao bday ba.. hmm maybe more like sabotage than celebration.. well.. kinda start to miss the last chalet n sentosa again.. had so much fun.. hmm.. really hope that some1 will start to organise some activity, if not veri sian ah.. I guess every1 is busy with exams.. proj will be coming up.. Not like me.. fyp also so slack.. still manage to finish the product in time.. cool huh? haha.. final report ah.. I think I will die then.. well.. pray hard le loh.. deadline is 5th august.. 2 weeks from now.. enough?? I dunno..

1:44 am by *- icepiano

Wednesday, July 20, 2005


tired tired.. nv slp well yesterday.. tossing on my bed the whole nite.. then go sch early in the morning.. do my proj, wait for dear to meet me.. wah.. impressed that I can still tahan until now sia.. I guess I will slp in awhile, then tml wake up abit earlier to start chionging proj.. have to try to hand it up on thur, so that fri I can relax.. hmm relax? nahz.. still got final report coming up.. then also dunno dear can meet me or not.. if he nv meet me I also sian sian nth to do..

went steamboat with dear n his sp frenz.. all guys except me the only girl.. coz he had to pass me the scanner, n promised to help me carry home.. last min his frenz jio him eat steamboat, so he asked me along.. abit weird weird at 1st.. but the guys can joke alot.. so I dun feel that awkward after all.. didnt eat much.. not feeling that hungry, neither did the food looks delicious to me.. haha.. now I understand y dear likes to hang out with them.. indeed these ppl make u feel like u r in the grp.. they wont talk to juz an individual.. but joke ard together.. pretty interesting.. if I have frenz like that too, wont it be great? hmm.. gd things nv come easily to u..

all rite.. feeling damn tired.. cannot take it le.. wanna get some rest.. Zzzz..

1:00 am by *- icepiano

Thursday, July 14, 2005


hee.. today went for 2 concerts in a row.. had complimentary tickets for the afternoon concert by the China Youth Corps Wind Orchestra.. not bad.. but no handsome dudes or pretty girls.. sad.. but their music has veri rich chinese culture.. the hall wasnt fully filled.. maybe coz it's in the afternoon.. that's y there r not many ppl attending.. 2nd half change place to the middle(circle 1).. the sound was better than the initial place we were sitting(foyer stalls) though it's true that anywhere u sit in the concert hall, u can clearly hear the sound coming from the stage.. however the place u sit, definitely makes a difference in the quality of sound u hear..
it was the Frysk Fanfare Orchestra n The Boston Brass in the the evening.. Whoo.. they were damn great.. the fanfare orchestra only had saxaphones from the woodwind side.. the brass section was big.. they even had a flugel horn section with ard 12 members.. fantastic huh? were impressed with their performance.. but was too tired.. almost fell asleep at some parts.. such a pity.. the boston brass was even greater.. they host n play by their own.. they played many kinds of music.. their performance is really beyond words to describe.. really impressive.. Im motivated by them.. haha.. somehow or rather ba.. really lucky to get the tickets to see this concert.. almost didnt get the chance to get the tickets.. lucky sia.. fated ba.. haha.. anyway.. tokyo kosei's tickets r sold out.. if not I would definitely wan to get to go n see this concert.. sure worth it de.. =)

11:59 pm by *- icepiano

so bored now.. Im in sch now.. supervisor say wanna meet me at 11.. but now going 1130 liao.. so i guessed he forgot again.. so sian.. gotta stay in sch alone till 5.. wondered if we can get student concession tickets to the boston brass wasbe concert or not.. student concession only apply to students below 18.. -.-''' wat rule was that man.. above 18 de not students ah? haiz..
went for yesterday's wasbe.. was a japan band.. Senozoku Gakuen College of Music Wind Ensemble.. it was a last min decision.. coz met dear at city hall.. then walked to suntec, saw this poster displaying "Wasbe Exhibition".. then he suddenly rem that wasbe concerts in this week.. so we decided to go esplanade n check out got wat band performing for the nite.. yup.. it was the japan band.. mr fahmi in charge of them.. student concession was sold out.. cheapest was $21.. it was restricted view ones.. waited for the concert to start.. the band was damn gd.. intonesion n tone is balanced n most impt, they r in tune.. there is a bandoneon solo at the second half.. wow.. the guy who played it was damn zai.. he looks cool.. he played well.. damn impressed man.. I liked their last piece.. it was "The Jupiter Fantasy".. there were many solos, including the trumpet, soprano sax, eupho n flute.. the solos r damn zai.. esp the trumpet n sax de.. all played off range notes.. somemore they r in tune.. veri veri zai loh.. all the audience were impressed.. screaming n shouting like some idol performing.. haha.. but seriously they r damn gd.. from some jap music college, of coz gd la.. all rite.. nv regret or wasted my $$ to watch that concert.. hope can get to see the boston brass for today.. haiz..

11:27 am by *- icepiano

Monday, July 11, 2005


What's trust?

Was angry with dear initially for pangsehing me.. was supposed to meet at 6.30.. but sth crop up, so he couldnt meet me on time.. hmm was abit sian at 1st.. then asked him wat time he can meet.. he say ard 8.. called me at 7 plus n told me he may not make it on time.. I was already super sian by then.. hmm.. juz dun like the feeling of pangsehed.. was kinda angry but I nv told him I was angry, so juz tell him if he cant meet me is fine loh..
he called me at 9, told me he was downstairs of my house.. I stunned.. he asked if I wanna come down, if dun wan is ok.. hmm.. told him I will be there in 5 mins.. yeah.. acc him for 1 hr.. he looked veri tired.. was pouring to me abt his fren's problem.. I listened, my anger juz lessen.. becoz of his fren then he was delayed to meet me.. his fren's problem was pretty critical.. that's y he didnt knoe he really couldnt meet me on time.. could understand how he felt then..
Im sorry dear.. was actually abit angry b4 I wanna meet u.. but I now understand wat exactly happened le.. shouldnt have angry for such little things.. haiz.. like dun trust u like that.. sorry..
hmm.. Im pissed with him not telling me that he cant meet me on time, having me to ask him then I knoe.. I wont be angry if he were to tell me he cant meet me that early then.. nahz.. juz dun like ppl who do not inform that they will be late.. it's a kind of courtesy ma..
Ian told me.. yea is a courtesy.. but is a habit of the ppl who r late to inform u if they will be late or not ma.. it's up to them to change..
hmm yea wat he say is true la.. ppl's nature.. well.. at least I dun feel angry now.. glad he felt much relieved le.. =)

11:56 pm by *- icepiano

Sunday, July 10, 2005


today's band was quite tiring.. played 1st part today.. coz izzat nv come.. no1 snatch my place.. haha.. yea.. today's pieces still can cope.. not so difficult actually.. at least I played with man zhu gan today.. mr ng conducted us after break.. in the beginning gave us a lecture.. then slowly start to crap with us le.. lol.. when he conduct us, u can really hear many jokes loh.. can laugh until u peng also.. jx visited us today.. he was sitting behind us to coach us through the pieces..
after band we went to eat at ghim moh coffee shop again.. fatt n fn went to withdraw $$.. in the end fatt nv take the $$ he withdrawn.. he only realised that until he was abt to pay for wat he wanna eat.. -.-''' haiyo.. he veri blur sia.. then went back to the atm, hoping that the $$ is still there.. well well.. after which we went cineleisure for movie.. watched war of the world.. -.- now I really believed that it's not nice at all.. the show is abt alien invasion n dunno wat bacteria attack .. which is pretty stupid.. then tom cruise bringing her daughter n son, escaping for life.. pretty touching when tom cruise tried so hard to save his daughter.. but the ending was stupid.. the son went to fight with the aliens.. dunno how come he ended at his mom's house after all.. yeah.. I shall not describe anything else abt the show le.. sian.. after movie then go home le.. also veri early.. but also dunno wat to do after movie.. pretty boring day isnt it..

11:55 pm by *- icepiano

me outside spore indoor stadium

1:58 am by *- icepiano

me n bei @ energy concert

1:42 am by *- icepiano

*Poof.. Im feeling damn tired.. sleepy too.. but decided to blog 1st b4 I go to my dreamland.. haha coz blogging is all abt feelings.. now got feeling wanna blog ma.. =p
anyway came back from energy concert.. whoo~ tiring.. walked too much today.. suppose to meet bei at somerset, in the end she was at tanjong pager.. -.-'' so met her at kallang.. had a quick dinner at the mac then took a cab down.. uncle forgot nicoll highway close today, use a longer route to bring us from kallang station to indoor stadium.. the cab fare was $7.. veri ex.. coz indoor stadium to kallang mrt is juz walking distance.. haiz.. no choice, we were running late le ma..
actually was quite worth it.. spend 28 bucks to catch this concert.. hmm.. was suppose to be back seats.. but last min some changes in the stadium.. the ppl told us that we could sit more to the front n somemore it's in the middle.. yea.. we grab our seats n wait for the concert to start.. was supposed to start at 8pm but we were late.. by the time we r sitted.. the concert begins.. cool.. energy start singing their fast songs.. they dance.. veri zai.. the spotlights juz go turning n the whole stadium go wild.. actually not really the whole stadium.. compared to the concert they had 2 yrs ago.. I thought that concert would be much better.. coz at least I can feel Im high watching them sing n dance.. but today dun have that feeling leh.. it's juz normal feeling like watching a concert.. yea.. so called energy's last concert also.. they claimed that they also dunno when they will be standing on that stage to perform again.. well.. seriously feel pretty sad for them.. ever since the day energy forms, they had been facing so much problems.. like toro getting out of the band.. ah di's backache, not being abt to dance anymore, etc.. it's not easy to survive then.. they r known to dance well.. indeed they danced veri well juz now.. My fav part is when each of them came out as a solo.. yup.. that's when ah di was singing unplugged, shu wei playing the piano n singing at the same time, milk dance n kunda sing his song.. yea.. a different performance from the previous concert.. let juz wish them succes no matter wat they do in future ba..

1:38 am by *- icepiano

Wednesday, July 06, 2005


stomach veri full today sia.. ate alot wor.. had dinner with bee, rachel n hui zai.. last min rachel called me when I juz finish my facial guasa.. the guasa was all rite.. pretty painful when she exerted strength in guaing my face.. but overall not so bad la..
long time nv met bee they all le.. yesterday juz blog n said that then today they asked me out..
haha.. we had dinner.. every1 has a dish.. we also had popiah n wu xiang.. veri full sia.. then the drinks uncle kept asking us whether we wanna order drinks.. but we didnt.. coz we wanna eat dessert ma.. then we also sat there n chat for some time.. diao then the uncle chase us away loh.. he was standing there, then keep diaoing us.. then asked us wanna drink or not.. we shake our head.. then his hands gesture show us to go off.. fuck sia.. where got ppl like that 1.. it's not as if there r alot of ppl then no place to sit.. somemore it's a hawker centre.. the table also dun belong to him loh.. then he chase us away.. wat the fuck is this.. arghh.. super annoyed loh.. we also no choice but to leave.. hui say dun wanna quarrel with him.. so we left loh.. the day juz end with that idiot uncle.. haiz.. forget it.. we also nv chat much.. planning the next gathering.. zhen's bday.. she's not free.. so also dunno when they wanna celebrate also.. surely last min.. after zhen will be xin.. woo.. need to spend $$ le.. haha.. well.. that's abt it.. come back tml.. ;)

11:51 pm by *- icepiano

Tuesday, July 05, 2005


damn sian today.. was considered absent today as my fren did not helped me sign in.. dunno y he didnt.. nv asked him also.. coz all along he has been signing in for me without complaining n everything.. I shouldnt be so bad by demanding him to sign in for me ma.. prob he didnt go sch today ba.. -.-''' haiz no choice.. by the time I reach sch I cant sign in le(went sch pretty late also).. kena say by dear.. make me more sian.. anyway go sch also sian, alone.. nv like that feeling.. since it's alone, y cant I juz do my proj at home ma.. waste of time to travel to sch.. sucky system.. so anyway I went to sch after all.. stayed in the atrium.. was doing my proj of coz.. didnt quite really waste my time off.. at least I was able to attach sound to my playlist section, n was able to play the sound out.. tried to debug n link the main pages up.. wasnt successful in the beginning.. then after several checkings, it was able to run.. have a sense of satisfaction after all..
left sch abt 4.30.. then reach interchange.. guess who I saw.. noorma.. my sec sch buddy.. wow.. so long nv contact her le.. she didnt change.. still in yjc.. stressed up with sch work la.. then we chatted abt the past, our class peeps, esp 2e2.. hope to have a gathering soon.. miss 2e2 peeps so much.. if time could turn back huh.. haha.. yea.. anyway suddenly juz feel that Im drifted much away from my sec sch fren.. dun say those whom Im not that close with la.. those Im close with like angie, aqid n cc.. it's also been a long time I have gathered with them.. as for ning jia ma, also nv seen them for quite sometime.. they nv called me out.. even when they did, I was busy.. well.. maybe becoz after I got bf le, then seldom asked them out ba.. coz in the past, Im the one who will ask them out once Im free or wat.. now I nv le ma.. so prob they thought Im busy, so also nv asked me out loh.. nvm la.. it's always like this.. u gain n lose sth.. not say lose la.. juz sort of like drifting away that kind.. Im not regretting or wat so ever.. at least Im happy now..
yea anyway on the way home was caught by some survey takers.. hmm.. abt skin de.. then intro me to this facial guasa.. eh.. sounds interesting.. they offered me free guasa.. n will be tml.. yeah.. no harm trying actually.. but going alone leh.. somehow or rather also abit scare la.. but nvm.. got to get prepared with watever they will wanna do.. like promoting their products to me.. I got to stay firm n not buy(unless there's a need) all rite.. anyway.. shouldnt be a problem la.. see how's the guasa tml.. =)

11:28 pm by *- icepiano

Monday, July 04, 2005


band resume today.. feel kinda sian to go for band actually.. coz no proj to look forward to.. have no idea wat pieces we r going to play.. so it's kinda boring.. ever since the day I joined this band, it's always been this kind of feeling after every concert.. watch the band grow also.. have pretty much feelings n thoughts for this band.. I met many gd frenz here.. n of coz met my dear.. hee.. yea.. though it's only a period of 1 yr, yet I gained lots of playing experience n got to knoe more band n music stuffs.. n unexpectedly to be able to perform @ esplanade with the main band ppl.. it's a cool experience.. miss the period when we had band prac almost everyday.. that's when the bond of the friendship gets stronger.. pretty interesting huh..
anyway today played many nice pieces.. played festive overture.. me n hao went to play 4th trumpet(the most difficult part).. veri exciting.. haha.. difficult la.. alot of double tonguing jobs for the other trumpets part.. then the players all cant really catch up with the tempo.. sian.. bui tahan that izzat.. always wanna snatch the 1st seat.. wat's so great with that seat man.. he wanna sit rite.. sure got chance one wat.. snatch my place.. then also dun feel ashamed.. coz our band is fixed seating de.. u play that part, u will take that seat.. I may not be the best player, but I assigned to the seat.. somemore Im the senior.. diao.. like dun give me face loh.. I tell him to shoo off if shmeer is coming..
he proudly say "shmeer taking leave, wont be coming.. "
stupid shmeer take leave also nv tell me.. tell that fellow.. does he respect me as a sl.. nahz.. dun think so.. fine.. heck.. then I sian.. he sounds as if he is gd enough n WANTS to sit there.. so I asked him in a sacarstic manner..
"So u wanna play 1st huh?"
"Ya can la.."
"Ok loh.. I let u play.."
sian man.. cant stand him man.. I dunno how to shoot him.. though as a sectional leader, I have the right to do so.. but dun wan la.. later more conflicts.. it's better for jiaxian to lecture him.. wahlao.. his soul bossonova sux to core.. he still got the guts to play 1st proudly wor.. damnit.. argh.. forget it.. dun wanna get fed up with ppl like this.. waste of effort.. that sucky solo haven got him down.. fine.. Im sure there will be a day.. *teeth tighten*

1:50 am by *- icepiano

dear say I look like hamster in this pic.. do I? haha..

12:52 am by *- icepiano

Sunday, July 03, 2005


whoo~ today got lots of things to write man.. pretty fulfilling day today.. though it's abit sian but at least I found out that I learn sth after the day ends..

Went expo today with dear to see dream cars.. wow.. the cars there r really veri beautiful.. there r many types of cars being exhibit.. from posh cars to racing cars.. dream cars wat.. haha.. yea.. took some pictures of the cars(the most chio ones) it's all in dear's cam.. wait for him to upload le then I post ba.. hee.. the car that left the deepest impression was the pearl white car that has many lights..(eh not sure wat brand was that actually) yeah.. it's white.. the interior was cool.. the sound system is great.. Im memerized by it.. well well.. 'dream' car.. there were other veri cool cars like lamborgini, mercedes, honda, mitsubishi, other brands that come from other countries(cant recognise the logo.. lol) haiz.. but these cars only can see, cannot drive u knoe.. nvm la.. at least I get to see them.. =p actually nth much to see also.. unless the car has nice interior or sound system.. yea.. that's much abt wat's with the dream car exhibition..

after exhibition went tampines mall to look for present for his fren bday.. got a body shop perfume.. then walk ard century sq loh.. nth much.. sian sian also.. humid weather sia.. then he go for his fren bday n I went to meet up my parents.. they planned to go bugis jerk thai restaurant for dinner coz my mum has a $50 voucher.. while waiting for them to reach, I went to shop ard parco.. hmm.. damn crowded sia.. so in the end I went up n up n went in OP.. tried a skirt n bought it.. the skirt looks sweet to me.. plus is a skirt cum shorts.. keke.. quite cheap.. on sale ma.. planning to buy another skirt which looks sweet too but wait till I save enough again ba.. hee.. had our dinner then went on to 'dou feng' on my dad's van.. lol.. cool huh.. went up to mount faber n had a stroll.. veri nice night view.. how I can drive the car n go there with dear.. oppz.. hee.. but seriously is a nice place to date.. after that he slowly drive drive until adam rd there, my dad wanna top up petrol(fuel is cheap nowadays) after which I took over the wheels.. Whoo~ cool.. pretty safe driving throughout la.. not that bad as compared to the last time le la.. can control the steering n clutch better le.. think need a few more prac n prob I'll fine with it.. hee..

talked to my dad today.. eh.. seriously, 1st time leh.. kinda like a heart to heart talk.. he was telling me abt cars.. how much u need to own a car etc.. then slowly talk abt family, $$.. then I told quite alot today.. hint him that Im saving $$ but not in my bank acc.. plan to study SMU or SIM after I grad from NP.. my plan to buy car.. alot la.. also the 1st time that my dad didnt show me black face.. friendly while talking to me.. I dun feel that kind of pressure u see.. Im scared of my dad.. dunno y.. prob he is always so strict.. anything he wont come to us straight.. he will tell mom n mom will tell us.. a veri stern dad.. yet he is funny n friendly sometimes.. yeah.. as I said.. 1st time Im talking so much to him.. which I nv in the past.. well.. I dun really share such of my life with my parents.. they r pretty traditional.. yet they r veri gd parents.. they dote me alot.. which I find myself veri veri fortunate.. well.. juz too nice of everything la.. if continue to say I will cry le la.. shall end here le.. tired of typing.. haha.. tata~

1:38 am by *- icepiano

Friday, July 01, 2005


so sian.. already approaching end of the week le.. y time pass so fast.. haiz.. my fyp.. damn..
juz now met bei n shi.. went shopping with them @ far east.. how I wish I can juz grab anything I like n juz buy it.. but $$ ah.. then shi recently got a couple ring from liang.. haha n I jealously said I dun have.. then we were talking abt that issue.. they asked me to get the rings instead.. hmm.. not say dun wan.. is I dun think he will wear..sometimes I also disturb him n ask him where is my ring.. coz that time I become 1 of his wives, I requested to have a ring to propose 1st loh.. but he say he no $$ wor.. haha.. then sometimes he will ask me if I really wan a ring.. Aiya I also dun wan to directly tell him I wan.. I juz say if I wan, I also prefer a couple ring, we wear the same ones.. coz anyway I have a ring le.. it's the significance n sincerity that varies now.. n of coz I would prefer him buying it for me as a gift or a token of love..
so anyway in the end I got myself a belt.. wanted to get a pair of slippers.. but the charles n keith voucher only valid from 1st july which is tml.. so I shall wait loh.. we also went wisma bikini shop n take a look.. the bikinis r on sale.. got a couple of nice ones.. have the temptation to buy it.. but then no $$ ah.. got to save.. haiz.. so restricted.. then we went coffee club express n had a drink n chat.. hmm.. we didnt chat much also.. mostly general stuffs la.. like our dreams, wat we gotta do after we graduate, bf, etc.. time pass pretty fast also.. went back home at 10pm.. then slack until now loh..
juz finished chatting with dear.. these few days didnt meet him.. feel like sth missing like that.. coz these few days he also get home kinda late.. by the time he can chat with me, he was already preparing to go to slp le.. I can sense that he is tired.. but it had already become a daily routine for us to chat every nite.. kinda sad that we cant chat long n much these few days.. sometimes also dunno wat to chat.. coz when he is tired, I'll doing the talking most of the time.. then I'll always she bu de to put down the phone.. but no choice, he needs slp.. I have to even chase him to slp sometimes coz his lessons start at 8 the next day.. haiz.. tml fri.. still cant meet him too.. got to wait sat le.. oppz.. see also miss.. dun see miss him like crazy.. got to get use to it la.. he is a busy man also.. I cant keep him with me all the time.. it will be selfish of me to do so(though I wished I can).. come to think abt it.. "hey girl.. u r lucky.. he is ur bf now.." I feel happy.. but yet with some sadness n disappointment when I dun get to meet him.. that's natural feeling ba..

2:02 am by *- icepiano