Friday, April 28, 2006


time pass day by day..
the time spend with my bear is getting lesser n lesser..
even if he is so free now.. I cant even get to see him everyday..
I think Im gotta miss him super much when he's in NS..

argh..
I cant imagine my life without him..
I cant imagine what would the feeling be of not getting to see him for 1 week or more..
I cant imagine how much my emotions can flow during this period..
I knoe I may get angry at times when he was not able to meet me..
I knoe my temper is abit weird sometimes..
Im so afraid there will be 1 day that the both of us cannot tolerate with it..

I guess most girls can understand the feeling of loving a person too much..
the craving of wanting to see him..
the kind of feeling of missing him..
the kind warmth u wanna feel from his arms..
the shoulder that u can lean on to rest..
haiz.. right.. Im missing my bear bear again.. *sniffs*
hope he's sleeping well now..
was sneezing all the while juz now when we met..
take care bear bear..

*juz wanna note my emotion for the day*

2:27 am by *- icepiano

Friday, April 21, 2006


Happy 1st yr anniversary to my bear bear!!!

yeah.. finally we gone through 1 yr..
so much happiness n sorrows we shared..
Im glad we have come so far..
I'll miss you even more even when you go into NS..
I'll be waiting for you..
though our anniversary is very simple..
nothing special compared to our normal days..
but I still enjoy your accompany..

thanx dear for tolerating with my temper n stubborness..
thanx for always being there for me..
thanx for the love n care that u shower endlessly..
I can feel those little things you try to do for me..
baby loves you... *muacks*

hope you like the anniversary that I prepared for you..
we looking forward to more anniversaries huh? *smilez*

11:46 pm by *- icepiano

Sunday, April 16, 2006


audition was... scary..
haizz.. initially was suppose to start audition at 2pm.. but in the end they delay until 5pm then I got to audit.. I was so tired n tensed up even my mind was sleeping then..
As I said that my audition piece was Irish tune n lord of the dance..
I played with tremble hands n tone sound..
I sound like shit.. (I guess worse than how I had practiced)
their comment to my 1st piece Irish tune.. phrasing was gd.. tried to do the loud n soft.. yeah they heard it..
comments on 2nd piece: expose my weak points.. got airy sound.. need more prac if gotta perform this piece actually..
scale they only tested me a concert F in larghetto n staccato..
I think quite all right la..
when bernard choi told me play in larghetto, my mind went totally blank..
I forgot what was larghetto.. LOL
my sight read sux to hell..
rhythm wrong, tempo wrong, note wrong..
argh.. damn..
but overall they said all of us passed only 1 failed..
so.. we can join the main band for prac.. YEAH!!
I guessed those who went for audition were really happy..

11:11 pm by *- icepiano

oh my god..
tml audition le..
haizz..
went to sws band room to prac juz now..
finally decided on the piece I will be playing..
Irsh tune n lord of dance..
kinda scared abt tml..
dunno will crop up or anything..
haizz..
wat's more it's mr tan who is going to audit the brasses..
right..
anyway.. dear say if we nv get into main band.. we shall spend our sundays on learning dancing..
actually no band also can learn ma..
I dun mind loh..
but no $$ to learn leh..
I kinda look much forward to dance then..
hee..
all rite.. signing off le.. gotta continue doing my anniversary gift for dear..
*winks*

12:21 am by *- icepiano

Thursday, April 13, 2006


Im soooooo broke..
argh..
why the heck I go sign up that stupid insurance plan n have to force myself to save that $100 every month..
Im juz a student, haven earn a stable income..
shouldn't start this plan any sooner..
damnit..
thanks to that, I every month only left with another 100 to spend..
actually by right should be enough..
haiz.. but I spend it either on shopping or transport..
no choice.. gotta spend this month's pay for our anniversary present..
and probably hope my pay at the end of the month is enough for me to spend..
I guess I have to find smt to do soon..
else I will spend even more at the rate Im going..

watever it is.. I gotta enjoy this period of holidaying time to the fullest..
if not when dear go NS.. I will not get to see him often le..
and when I really get to study again, maybe I wont get to enjoy much then..
worst case I have to find a permanent job n start working till I can further my studies..
anyway I juz wanna enjoy..
coz this might probably be the last time I can really enjoy as a teenager..
haha.. ok.. sounding so pathetic here..
tired.. *eyes closed*

7:35 pm by *- icepiano

Wednesday, April 05, 2006


went to work in the morning..
late as usual..
anyway after work still gotta wait for every1 as tony our ex f&v manager is going to give us a treat at adam rd market..
so in the end I was at the pantry slacking.. chatting with daniel..
donavan, desheng n peng siang end at 4.. then liting n ben came over..
then slowly slack until tony come then we proceed to adam market..
reach adam ard 6pm..
ate nasi lemak, rojak..
then more dishes like stingray, sotong, mussels, mutton bone marrow, etc..
eat until so full.. imagine how much we spend.. $200 over plus after we finishing eating 1st round of food.. not including the beer n 2nd round at later part..
haha tony is going broke for treating us.. LOL..
we continued chatting while waiting for another batch of ppl to join us..
then we start playing secret number game.. loser have to eat the marrow or eat century egg.. so fun sia.. sad that I have to eat the century egg 4 times.. I juz dun like the taste..
finally at 11pm, jia buey, daniel n guozhan came..
they were so late coz they missed their way!!!!
haha they go all the way to newton circus.. waa.. silly..
we ate another round of food.. wahaha..
then play another round of secret number.. loser drink beer..
had a fun nite with my colleagues..

1:45 am by *- icepiano

Saturday, April 01, 2006


celebration for angie n beehong bday today..
it is also beehong official bday today..

Happy Birthday BeeHong..!!!

met rachel at 4 at bugis..
she came out with the idea of the bday girls carrying the balloons ard bugis..
make us blow 40 balloons.. 20 each for each girl..
darn..
however angie n bh dare to carry them ard..
wat's more they still wanna burst the balloons in public..
anyway..
had dinner at V8..
food was nice.. atmosphere was all rite..
was super damn hungry then..
thought they going for steamboat so I didnt bother to have my lunch..
finally the girls had to finish up the mango strudle which had wasbe on it..
they had a hard time eating them up..
I guess we had a great time sabo-ing them..

after dinner went to chinatown for k-ing..
kinda sian sian.. lost my voice after singing a few songs..
sad sad.. then left early than they expected..
was really kinda tired then le..

11:56 pm by *- icepiano