Monday, September 25, 2006


felt so helpless sometimes..
u wanted to do smt for ur loved ones..
but it's beyond ur limits..
or u dun understand what's he going through..
all u can do is listen to him..
but sometimes he dun open up himself..
he thinks negatively.. thinks u dun really understand him..
u felt frustrated abt it..
becoz he is not listening to what u said to him..
becoz he is not treasuring what's he having now..
u dunno what u can do or say to comfort him..
becoz u r not going through what he is now..
becoz u cannot feel the pain he is enduring..
so u dun understand his situation..

I really wanna do smt to help u..
tell me what can I do..
dun let me worry for u ok?

3:02 am by *- icepiano

Saturday, September 23, 2006


had family dinner at SRC in the evening so can only meet bear in the afternoon..
we were walking ard raffles city n suntec..
had cheezy curry chicken n marsh potato from some new snack shop at raffles city..
it was delicious.. but.. veri sinful..
juz see the cheese will be enough to boost ur appetite..

after walking ard, we juz went to esplanade to chill.
we have nothing better to do.. so.. I start to take pictures..
drag him to take pictures with me.. so happy then..

camera whoring with bear bear..

11:57 pm by *- icepiano

Wednesday, September 20, 2006


bear bear *hmmm* baby *hmph*


*hugging cute bear bear* ^_^



the world of bear bear sssss.. !!! wahaha..

the pinky monkey.. whee..

7:31 pm by *- icepiano

Tuesday, September 19, 2006


was pretty bored.. so was seeing other ppl's blog..
happen to come across my fren fren's blog..

oh.. envy her so much..
she had so many frenz n family to help her celebrate her bday..
I hope I also have that kind of 'benefit' to celebrate with so many ppl..
esp ur loved ones, dearest frenz n family..
I realised.. Im lack of colours in my life..
knowing how plain my bday was celebrated..
realising that I dun have much frenz ard.. or maybe those who r really concerned abt me..
but I cant compared much either.. though I really envy her of having so many frenz ard her.. at least she dun feel bored like me..
at least I have my dearest bear ard with me..
knowing that Im the most fortunate girl in the world to have the biggest bear's love.. hehe *smilez*
I guess his love was much more than enough than any other kind of love Im receiving.. (but of coz I dun mind more love.. haha ^_^)

haa wondered why Im blogging abt this..
sometimes I really wonder.. I need frenz.. but yet I dun seem to mix with ppl ard me much to get more interaction..
I always cherish my dearest frenz.. those who r close to me..
unless they hurt me in one way or another..
sometimes I felt regretful.. why things had to happen this way to make me lose my closest fren.. or was it been like this all the time that it is just a matter of time that reveals the darkest side of the friendship..
I miss this friendship..
miss those days when we were so close with each other..
sharing anything with each other.. the gd old times..
indeed it somehow change my life a little..
as I said.. it's losing a close fren..
one who understands u.. (much inside out)
one who will goes shopping with u..
one who gossips with u..
one who is ard to talk to u..
'maybe' she will be ard when u need her.. (coz she's always un-contactable)
and of coz not mentioning her bad points which I always tried to tolerate..

maybe this friendship has come to an end.. I dunno..
it really depend on how much effort we r willing to put in to make this friendship happening again..
whether she's still worthy to be my friend.. it's still a ??? in my head..
becoz I do not want a failed friendship again..

gosh.. shouldnt say so much..
haiz..
anyway been wanting to blog abt it for quite sometime le..
always nv wanted to..
anyway life goes on.. *smile*


baby miss bear bear lots..

2:22 am by *- icepiano

Monday, September 18, 2006


time for updates..

been sian-ing the whole week..
nth much happening so didnt came in to blog..
so I will juz do a summary of my week then..

mon met up with dear and went to shop for my foundation powder..
coz I dropped my ZA foundation.. it's gone case..
so I was looking for smt better..
actually I wanted a AnnaSui foundation..
went to take a look at Isetan orchard..
it costs $66.. powder $45 and pretty container $21..
the powder was really smooth and soft..
it's worth that price.. it's juz that I cant afford it yet..
so now I left with deciding between the face shop or body shop 's foundation..
my final choice was body shop's.. $32.90 for its all in one base..
maybe coz Im not really familiar with the face shop's products..

bought the foundation.. in the end rachel told me she can get body shop's product at 50% off on fri when we were meeting up..
argh.. I sian diao..
anyway I asked for a blusher then.. actual price $21.90.. half price $10.95

my siansation week ended pretty meaningless..
was pretty moody for a couple of days ago..
due to some mood swings n stuffs..
girls r really tempermental.. I am.. and indeed veri sensitive too..

anyway in another few hrs.. dear will be going to his new camp..
unfortunately he couldnt get into sispec..
so he can only be a man..
shall not say where he post to.. coz it's a blog after all.. and this is abt spore army.. they r strict.. so cannot anyhow or anywhere say.. haha..
anyway nth great also..
coz his ultimate aim was sispec..
it's a pity that he fail his ippt due to his standing broad jump..
if not.. he will have the chance to get in then..
too bad..
anyway hope he can adapt to his new camp life..
*gambette bear bear*


baby is missing bear bear already *muacks

2:03 am by *- icepiano

Wednesday, September 06, 2006


lesson was cancelled..
or rather say it's self study..
it wasn't written on the time table..
neither do I received any emails..
missed tue lesson.. and I suppose lecturer announced it?
well.. blame it all that I do not have close classmates..
anyway I still enjoyed my day.. becoz I have bear bear.. *smilez*

called dear to asked if he were free to meet me due to the last min changes to my lesson.. I didnt want to make all my way home becoz of that..
yeah.. went down to bedok to wait for him..
meanwhile.. was walking ard bedok central..
the weather was freaking hot..
finally met up with dear..
went to city hall..
initially wanna go k box but not worth..
so decided for movie..
watched the devil wears prada..
nice show..
I enjoyed it..
erm.. lazy to describe the movie..
watched it if u r interested.. it's really nice esp for the girls.. haha..

had dinner at marina sq food court the went esplanade after dinner..
it seems like long time we haven been there..
hmm.. u nv knoe how gd the feeling is to have him ard my arms..
Im so juz happy then..

10:40 pm by *- icepiano

Tuesday, September 05, 2006


YEAH!!! Bear Bear P.O.P le..

finally 3 months of torture is over for my bear..
and he has 2 weeks break till his next posting..
I can finally see him often during these 2 weeks..


went to his P.O.P together with his aunt..
we reached tekong at ard 2.15pm.. n the stadium was already half crowded with parents n frenz of the graduates..
the whole parade will actually start at 3.45pm then..
the army was indeed on time.. it was stated that there was a dril performance at 3pm.. and they really start on 3pm..
there were 2 coy performing.. the O and R..
bear wasn't performing though..
the drill was cool.. ORION's performance was the best..
after which the parade was formed up at 3.45pm..
there were a total of 8 coy graduating together..
there were too many graduates that we couldnt spot dear..
after that the guest of honour comes.. inspection, award presentation to the best coy..
and this is the part where the parents are looking forward to.. whereby the parents present the cap to their son..
the most exciting part I guess was their *roaring* part... where they sing cheers and throw their caps up high, which represent their graduation.. it was quite a touching sight..
after which the whole parade ended..
but as there were too many people proceeding back to main land..
there was a congression at the quene towards the ferry terminal..
I guess the last coy who will be leaving will get back pretty late..
by the time we reach pasir ris was already going to 7pm..

had dinner with his aunt and dear at bedok central..
had curry chicken.. they had curry fish head..
went to dear's house for the first time..
coz later he gotta send me home..
so acc him home to put down his bags and let him have a shower before he send me home..
hmm.. I guess everything was fine..
I hope his aunt wont dislike me..

baby was happy throughout the day..
becoz bear bear P.O.P le.. *smilez*


some pictures of the day

bear's coy is the one at the back.. ORION..

the whole parade..

saf band..

me n dear..

11:54 pm by *- icepiano