Wednesday, May 23, 2007


Im going to be super random realising that I haven been blogging for 2 weeks le
actually didn't really have much to blog that's why I wasn't updating. now I see I've lots to write. hmm..

anyways..

exams in 1 and half weeks time. and erm.. I didnt really did my revision.
ok I did some for my 2.3, and together with the revision class I attended, I think Im coping with it.
hopefully whatever lecturer had go through will come out for exams ba. it's my wishful thinking again.
so much so that I do not want to fail but yet Im still slacking at this point of time.
what's with my motivation. argh.
I was really interested, but when the notes and books were in front of me, it's a 360 degree change of my mood to study. the books makes me sick. *hits my head*
working at 3 hrs doesn't really steal much of my time. but maybe it's the wrong timing and my poor time mangement that cause me skipping days of revision time and again.

it's a spending month this time round. not becoz of great singapore sales. it's becoz Im so into online spree-ing nowadays.
hmm Im supporting one of my fren's spree site. and I've been buying clothes for consecutive 3 sprees, coz the clothes are really gorgeous and I really like the outfit. oh gosh, Im broke.
what else. Im also into another site here that sells wired crafts. and her items were so beautiful. I mentioned it some time in my blog before. and finally it's my turn for customization.
I have already given my customization request and now Im waiting for the final product to be out. *excitement*
I juz spend some on my renewal of 1 yr contact lenses and a new pair of spectacles, well my mom paid though.
Im also buying 2 espirit handbags which I will be collecting later too.
and other random stuffs like necklaces, shoes I spend on this month too.
now see why Im so broke.
and hey concidentally Im buying and getting everything this month. else I wouldn't be so tight.
I admit Im a spendthrift. Im trying to control myself le.

nowadays my moodswings are getting terrible. maybe due to some stress or watever. but hey I dun see any stress coming in my way even my exams r coming. hmm.. contradicting huh? *shove my shoulders*
Im trying to control my emotions so as to control my temper too.
hmm probably Im spoiled, probably Im stubborn. I juz want to be myself anyway.
Im not thinking Im right but at least I have my reasonable defence.

12:15 pm by *- icepiano

Saturday, May 12, 2007


yeah! I got my new spectacles.
oh.. I love this spec that me and my dear choose. I think Im going to wear that quite often. it's really nice I thought.
dear also made a new spectacles. cool. though I prefer him in another one which gives him another look.
should take a shot of us in our new specs. recently no cam whoring, so bored. *hmph*

Im so tired.
my revision is not even a quarter done. I think Im seriously running out of time.
but Im still slacking, I can't find that motivation to study.
hmm it seems like nothing is getting into my head.
but I think I should start to buck up myself and get down to my thick notes.

my cross stitch for him is not done yet either. left with the girl's face.
Im stuck at it. not becoz I dunno how to stitch but I guess I simply have to leave it aside till I finish my exam.
it's better to concentrate after that. it's a whole lot of effort in there so I dun want to jeopardise it.
wait for another month to my complete work. *smilez =)

2:09 am by *- icepiano

Tuesday, May 08, 2007


a late update. I think something wrong with blogger. I can't seem to see a proper template for writing the post.
anyway I cut my finger on my first finger on the right. abit lame in typing without my first finger. I shall make it short.

caught 200 pounds beauty on friday at SB.
quite a touching movie at the ending part. inspiring to those who dares to dream.
oh pls.. I will nv encourage a plastic surgery. natural beauty is still the best. what beats when everything in you is real. u can be beautiful if u r hardworking. =) (make-ups r the best tool to ur beauty)

as for myself..
Im satisfied with almost everything except for my awful chubby figure. (Im not greedy)
I wished I am slim.
I'll be going on a slimming programme with my dear. suddenly he wants to train a six packs body. he said he was sick of his big round tummy. awww.. sorry bear. *oppz
oh why not? guys in six packs looks charming and fit to me. *grins
hmm it will only be realistic and successful when provided he remembers his promise to the jogging and gyms on his every book out. (he always say but nv do it, we always find excuses haa)

hope Im a step nearer to see myself slimming down. =)

2:11 am by *- icepiano

Tuesday, May 01, 2007


nowadays young kids r veri arrogant and igonrant.
I was in my teenage not long ago and I defintely know how's teenage life is.
but ppl nowadays like to accuse, misunderstand, talk in 'he think he's right' that kind of attitude which really turn ppl off.

first thing first, I remember in my life, I nv discriminate or will be hostile to guest players.
they r invited to play and so they should be treated nicely.
oh u need guest players doesn't mean u r lousy is juz that the section has not enough players and so need help out.
oh and where can u find ppl to help out willing and with no conditions attached.
indeed these helpers do fork out their time off to help out despite their busy schedule. (and little kids think that they r to show off their skills).
hey they r busy with other bands, their sch and other stuffs, not like some others who slack their time off with rubbish.
and there r juz some ppl who dun appreciate such help.
you think you have character, others have it too. u want ppl to tolerate your character and behaviour, first you got to respect others. you will deserve your respect when you r polite to ppl in the first place.
you think ppl r out to kill you, think again why should they waste their time on you.
nv take things for granted.

misunderstandings always start when one party tries to be funny.
and who's right who's wrong is no longer the issue, coz both stand for their positions.
but seriously want to talk things out, make it clear and straight, not hiding in that corner of yours and start bitching and commenting abt who you dislike. so not brave! (oh ya nv mentioned names? it's so obvious who were referred)
since you dare to write it, be responsible for what you write yeah!

dun go ard using 'the name' of the band. pls dun tarnish this gd name we built up!
we spend time and effort, practising with our sweats. and all we have in mind is to play music together, build this band up from nothing to something.
but it seems like when it's already something, ppl make it to nothing again.
it's a total waste of our effort.
(if you think it's no name that we built, you think we ain't gd enough or better, back off, shoo!)

what was it to accept our opinion? what was it to consider our ideas of audition-ing the players? where were all the team spirit and mood of playing?
I seriously can't feel anything, despite Im no longer involved.

I can't feel any more emotions and mood to play. I lost all the feeling I had.
the fun and laughters, 'thick n thin', ugly comments, gd comments, lecturing from conductors that I missed.

I miss band. but this band is no longer around in my heart.
I can't feel my commitment anymore.

maybe it's kinda pointless to say anything. everything had changed.

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ps: This is a showcase of my opinion. Im not liable to anyone who read this.

3:35 am by *- icepiano